All I can say is YAYYYYYYYYYYYY!  The appointment with the lender went great.  They ran our information again and said that we are preapproved and will be able to go through with the process.  Everything seems to be going great.  I still have my fingers crossed, because this is the first time I have actually had something good in a LONG while.  I just want to get in there either by the end of this month or the very beginning of next month since I have to get Kaleigh signed up for another elementary school.  I don’t want her to start one school and then end up going to another one after a couple of weeks.  So far, so good.  I hope that this just keeps up.  We really need it!!!

Well today is officially it.  Brad is meeting with our lender today to get the loan process started for the house.  I hope all of that goes really well since I think we would be able to move in right away to the house since the previous owners seem to have moved already.  It is very exciting and at the same time nerve wrecking.  I had my externship yesterday and it was a pretty good day.  The only thing that stinks is that I really helped them out at Flagler Hospital.  The manager even said she wished I was working there.  I do too, but what sucks is it is an hour drive.  I don’t think I can do an hour drive every day for work and be fine with it.  I like working with all of them there and I know that would be fun, but I don’t think my car could handle it.  I filled up the day before and after I drove there and back I was already almost at a half tank.  THAT SUCKS!  I’m in the meantime studying for my RHIT exam.  There is SOOOOOOOOO much stuff that I have to study.  I really hate comprehensive tests, but that is what I need to take to get my credentials.  I’m just hoping I pass after the first try since I have to pay over $200 dollars to take the test.  SCARY!!

I don’t know why I put that, but it was just a catchy title.  It made me think of the Wizard of Oz.  LOL.  Well on the topic of houses, I actually has some good news.  We are in the process of getting our house that we have been trying to get that was a short sale.  The bank finally came back and agreed with our offer and now all we have to do is go through the loan process and get that all set up.  We are already preapproved, but our lender just has to work her magic and we will be on our way to our new home.  I can’t believe this is happening.  Just to know that we are finally going to be getting a house of our own, to do whatever we want, is exciting.  Kaleigh is super excited.  Especially for the fact that I told her I would let her get a trampoline for the backyard.  She wants to practice her back handsprings on it.  Luckily, it comes with a protective cover to go around it so she can’t fall off of it.  I’m already looking at things to get for the house to get it started.  I’m so excited.

Ok, SERIOUSLY!!!  What the hell is up with my migraines? I know part of the reason was because I woke up EARLY this morning.  Of course there was a thunderstorm, which of course wakes Kaleigh up, which of course wakes me up and the circle continues.  I love how a nine-year-old can walk from her bedroom, past the kitchen, and to my bedroom to wake me up and say she needs a cup of water.  Now don’t get me wrong, I love her to death.  I just have been doing this for the past nine years. LOL!  She is big enough to do some scary ass flips on the beam at gymnastics and round-off back handsprings on the floor, but she needs me to get her water at 3 AM.  So anyways, I end up as usual with a migraine.  I was actually fine for most of the day and then all of a sudden it appears.  But the weird thing is, I drive an hour home and its thumping so bad and I can’t concentrate, but right when I walk in the door, it pretty much stops.  What the hell is all I can say.  I have bad migraines to begin with, but I just really hate these ones the most because I don’t know when they come or when they go.  I just have to hurt.  No medicine helps since it is so far into it.  It SUCKS!

I don’t even know where to begin.  This day has just been pure SHIT! I get woken up this morning at 3 AM by my own father, sister and her boyfriend and their drunk asses.  I mean it was to the point of me going to strangle the crap out of everyone.  We are temporarily staying with my family until our sale goes through for the house that we are trying to get.  The sucky thing is the house is in short sale so it may take up to 3 months or so.  I am sooooooooooo not in the mood to be in this house anymore.  I love my family to death, but just like my mom said, “You can’t have two families under the same roof!”  I agree!  Just the fact that Kaleigh has to go through and watch all of this shit that goes on in the house is crazy.  I feel like she is reliving my childhood and I don’t want that for her.  I am totally grateful for my parents to let us stay with them, but I need to get the FUCK out NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Waiting for this house is just not coming quick enough.  I know I have to be patient, but I feel like I’m going to go crazy and beat the shit out of someone soon.  My sister is just dumb. Period.  I have nothing left to even say about her because she has pissed me off beyond my limit.  I don’t have a limit with her anymore.  I am embarrassed at this point.  I keep telling Brad and Kaleigh that I’m sorry they have to see my family like this.  It really pisses me off.  And what is worse, my parents keep letting it happen and let themselves get walked all over by my sister since she is the youngest.  She cannot do ANYTHING for herself.  Have her go to an apartment right now, I sware to god she will fall flat on her face from the reality.  This could go ON and ON and ON and ON… but I won’t bother.  Done for now!